Yesterday s.idol trip was okay. One thing i learnt, in a place like this, there's no way anyone can get really good seats unless you're the VIP. Was looking at the screen most of the time while i was at the top section cause the stage lights were blocking my view. Luckily, we managed to get to the bottom rows during the results. Shocking that everybody got in. Just when we thought C was gna go out. Show finished around 11. Took bus home. Trip home was quiet. All i wanted was fr things to get bettr at the end of the day. And no, i don't mean it when i said you don't have to reply. You just have to. PLEASE. I'm feeling such guilt. Again, I'm Sorry.

Pictures will be uploaded soon. They're with Ifah and Sofia. Didnt go jogging with Firzanah and the rest of the 'family' today. Was tired. Couldnt wake up. Woke up at 11 feeling drowsy. Ugh.

now playing- outta here by esmee denters