I see it now
In the middle you went and changed the script.

so what will you do?
Tuesday, March 31, 2009


YOU'LL LEARN THE HARD WAY TO SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND SMILE
this last few days of the month is not really that good. plenty of confrontations going around and its not just one you know. tsk. it sucks. oh and i think i'm losing this friend of mine who i'd known for 2 yrs and is quite a close buddy. duhhhhh, go figure la.

today was a pretty long day, as what i've come to prepare myself for the day before. chem was boring as per normal, lucky there was a change in timetable and so we only had our 2 periods instead of the normal 3 periods. wheeeew. ss was okay. bio's still not that good. teacher's still picking on me a little bit. had another short lecture with her again today. ugh. el and mt was normal. had mt remedial after school where all of us had to turn up to. slacked, had fun laughing about the normal ramblings and mischiefs. after remedial, headed to the field to watch other houses having their sports training. rating today, it was just a little below average. hope tmr's gonna be better. thats about it. i think i'm going to go hunt for any homeworks that needs to be done by tmr. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. bye. hehehehe :D



too close for comfort
Monday, March 30, 2009

"I NEVER MEANT THE THINGS I SAID
TO MAKE YOU CRY
AND I SAY I'M SORRY
IT'S HARD TO FORGET
AND YES I REGRET
ALL THESE MISTAKES"

today pretty much sucked. too bad the starting of the week's not going really good. i bet the whole weeks gonna be crappy. you see, fighting with your bestest friend is so NOT COOL. when you finally realise it, its not the big things but the small things that actually made a difference. so, pay attention. every little thing counts. i dont feel like talking about the fight, so no point in asking me in school or anywhere else k? i hate reminiscing bad stuffs that happen so i just let it let it be ah k? stuuuuuuuuuupid.


ms teo was picking on me in school today. it succcccccks, big time. cs was alright. mom wasnt working today, bro's getting in trouble in school and i seem to be caught in between his problems. oi, asshole, settle your own problems can? tsk. tmr's gonna be a long day and i'm so not looking forward to it. also, i'd be having some mt presentation thing. well, nothing else to right ah. what else you one?????!!!!! tsssssssssk. ah and then? shut up ah.




three days later
Sunday, March 29, 2009


was supposed to go jogging with sofia early in the morning but i was too tired and wanted my sleep time longer. sorrrry, make it up to you next sunday k? :D

had sunday class around 11. today's class was somewhat interesting. with the boy's normal mischiefs and everything. getting me involved or so. haha! so, i met ama at 3.30 in the afternoon and we were off to the library. rabiah was supposedly suppose to follow us but she had some problems back home. sooo, it was only me and ama la. well, we met filkhairi and asyraf there. naik jelak tgk muke filkhairi tu. tsk. haha, just kidding! oh and not to mention other schoolmates like jumaah and hetty and faiz. so, enough about who we managed to bump into. we studied for abit and went to macds afterwards. homed at around 7. met brother at ap to buy back dinner. reached home around 8 and bro was scaring me all the way back. in the end, he himself got himself spooked. screw youuuuu! tsk ;P i have yet to complete my weekend assignments. shall not bother about it cause its too late now. :/ i should stop now before mom reaches her boiling point . well, takecare. bye loves. :D



i'm a fool out of love
Saturday, March 28, 2009


i've been listening to lenka-the show(click)
nothing much happened on thursday as well as friday. had cca on friday, was boring. as per normal la. went with fina and ama and took pictures of the UGs. tsk. so, i just got back from training and i'm down for the day. was supposed to have training la but we went from ap to woodlands stadium to cwp to link house and back to ap. there was only me anis sara, soo we couldnt train much there and the weather was just too hot. wanted to watch some under 18 match for woodlands fc and geylang but it was held at paya lebar instead. totally wasted our time going there. well, fought with brother cause he thought i was going to reallyreally train and in the end, well we didnt la. tsk. got back home around 12plus after meeting nana and company to settle the problems. heard that dad's gonna bring the family to johor later in the evening. i'm tired. might post another one later at night k? takecare, bye. :D



ballballballballball
Wednesday, March 25, 2009

BALLLLLLLLLLLL ANIMATION!

today was not that good. i just didnt seem to be able to wake up to my alarm. cause of that, i was late. then i had stomach ache, so i was even later. reached the bustop and the bus didnt stop for me. am i that tiny? tssssssk. its clear that i wanted to take the bus what. so, reached school around 7.30+ and i was considered late. had to do the national anthem and pledge. lucky i wasnt the only one. was told to go for CBO after school with hetty and jie lin. pleaded 2 teachers today. mr tan and ms amizah. mr tan cause i didnt want to run the 2 rounds cause of my headaches and ms amizah cause my class was released late and we didnt have enough time to eat for recess. phewwww, lucky she gave us extra time from her lesson to eat. after school had ict course. wasnt that bad, quite interesting. :DDD we were doing balllllll animation. interesting you know. hehehehe. waited for mr mok for like an hour after school for CBO. finally! and we told mr mok how long we had to wait. i think he sympathied us la. so, he said we could go off and he'd take it as if we had done our CBO. didnt know he could be so nice lo. reached home around 5.30. thats about it. tc lovelies.



stupid long survey (edited)

tagged by azmi and sofia :)
stupid long survey.
you can choose to do, or not.

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same. (all picked from my links. not in particular order ah k? )

1) rabiah
2) shahliza
3) hariz
4) anis
5) sara
6) diana
7) fidya
8) fina
9) khaniza
10) nizham
11) syuhadah
12) ifah
13) dilla
14) achaa
15) nana
16) syazwan
17) fatheha
18) hisbullah
19) faffa
20) izzuan.j
21) mahirah

How did you meet 7? (fidya)
- first day of school.

What would you do if you and 15 had never met? (nana)
- wouldnt know how shes like.

What would you do if 20 and 1 dated? (izzuan.j and rabiah)
- HAHHAHA! i would laugh my ass off lor.

Have you ever seen 17 cry? (fatheha)
- nope.

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple? (anis and syazwan)
- i bet not? lolol

Do you think 11 is attractive? (syuhadah)
- yesssssssssss. (:

What’s 2’s favorite color? (shahliza)
- errr, idk. but she emo la. so she likes emo colour i guess? heh, sorry babe.

When was the last time you talked to 9? (khaniza)
- idk. its been a long time now.

What language does 8 speak? (fina)
- bahase kafirrrrrrr!

Who is 13 going out with? (dilla)
- ashil eh i think?

What grade is 16 in? (syazwan)
- he's 17. go figure it out yourself

Would you ever date 17? (fatheha)
- she already got her boyf.

Where does 18 live? (hisbullah)
- clementi.

What is the best thing about 4? (anis)
- she's superrrrrrrr loud you know

What would you like to tell 10 right now? (nizham)
- errr. hello. ;D

What is the best thing about 20? (izzuan.j)
- he's lame funny. tsk. hha

Have you ever kissed 2? (shahliza)
- noooo.

What’s the best memory you have of 5? (sara)
- laughing about jokes and gossiping.

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4? (anis)
- tmr, i think.

How is 7 different from 6? (fidya/diana)
- fidya is noisy but diana's noisier ? idk.

Is 2 pretty? (shahliza)
- in her own ways. :D

What was your first impression of 15? (nana)
- minah you know tu budak. haha, kidding.

How did you meet 3? (hariz)
- school .

Is 15 your best friend? (nana)
- schoolmates only.

Do you hate 12? (ifah)
- hateher hateher. heh, jkjk. sayang kau :D

Have you seen 18 in the last month? (hisbullah)
- noooo.

When was the last time you saw 16? (syazwan)
- the last time he was playing soccer.

Have you been to 5’s house? (sara)
- nope.

When’s the next time you’ll see 10? (nizham)
- might be the next time he;s coming bck to adss.

Are you close to 11? (syuhadah)
- can laa

Have you been to the movies with 4? (anis)
- no, but i'd love to go with her.

Have you gotten in trouble with 8? (fina)
- hahhaa. course not.

Would you give 19 a hug? (faffa)
- yeaaaaah, course.

When have you lied to 3? (hariz)
- i have never lied to him. i think.

Is 11 good at socializing? (syuhadah)
- uhuh.

Do you know a secret about 8? (fina)
- dont think so.

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18? (ifah and hisbullah)
- ex schoolmates?

What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9? (khaniza)
- cause we're more than friends. :D

What’s the worst thing about 6? (diana)
- how would i know? nth i've heard of.

Have you ever had a crush on 12? (ifah)
- noo, but i love her so. jealous?

How long have you known 2? (shahliza)
- 3 years up to date. (:

Does 11 have a bf/gf? (syuhadah)
- uhuh, and he's super cute you know.

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? (rabiah)
- alot of times lor.hha, kidding.

Has 21 met your mother? (mahirah)
- maybe ?

How did you meet 11? (syuhadah)
- through hisbullah i think ?

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3? (hariz)
- i punched his stomach. noooo la!

Do you live close to 7? (fidya)
- she lives near school. i do no.t

What is 8’s favorite food? (fina)
- Nasi kafir. heh, jk .

What kind of car does 1 have? (rabiah)
- she doesnt own one. please eh.

Have you travelled anywhere with 9? (khaniza)
- around singapore and malaysia baby! :D

If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on? (achaa)
- nike slippers or smthsmth? lol. achaa, aper eh?



epic
Monday, March 23, 2009


just changed my blogskin. still sucked, alot. blog's pretty much empty, cause i've nothing much to post and my days are also lifeless? lets see what happened today.
woke up at 11pm. made my bed, took a bath, watched tv, ate. hmmm. watched the epic movie. funny and full of crap you know. hhaa, dad came back home. watched the movie with me. mom called to check on me. no or its the other way round i called to check on mom? oh no, idk. oh and then dad asked me to turn on the comp, check for his emails. no emails. i used the computer instead. about 0215, ama called. yayyyyyyy! i know you miss me right? :DDD she skipped her ict course so she could come for makeup class with me. yup, she went back alone cause i wasnt there and rabiah wasnt there so i think thats about it. talked to her for a bit. she might be skipping school tmr. -.- cause i might not be coming. tsk. kaypo. i shall stop now before i leak anymore of my miserable day with you all. oh and i've been listening to the song the climb-miley cyrus. you all should listen and watch the video. the dude in the vid's super cute. reallyreally. again, till the next post k? love you all. bye.



unwell
Sunday, March 22, 2009

my weakness is that i cared too much

i think i shall post an entry for this blog for the sake of posting. with a temperature of 39.7 and 5 days of mc. yuuuuuup, now i'm really sick. went to the doct on friday. skipped the minds visit. heard that it was a blast. too bad i didnt manage to attend it. tsk. would not be attending school till tuesday. and thats a super good thing cause i'm not all that excited for school. so my sick days are probably gonna be spent at home resting. shall by up and about my wednesday. i have nothing else to post. byeeee! till the next post k? stay tuned.




i think
Thursday, March 19, 2009


i think i'd just be here to post today's entry and i'm off to rest.
i think i'm catching a cold soon.
i think i got it from those other people who were sick.
i think today's workshop was fun.
i think the people there made me laugh and made my day.
i think i'm catching a cold(seriously).
i think i'm gonna go for another minds visit tmr.
i think tmr would be scary.
i think i'm having cramps for tmr's visit.
i think saturday's match is cancelled.
i think we're having training this week instead.
i think i cant make it.
i think i'm going swimming and terminal 3 with khaniza.
i think i'm sick(really).
i think crushing/love sucks.
i think i'm gonna go easy nowadays.
i think its time i end this post.
i think i think i think .
you think you think you think.
we think we think we think.
they think they think they think.
tssssssk, when is it gonna end ?!



kekekekeke
Wednesday, March 18, 2009

here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you

school's been tiring. had debating workshop for all sec 3s yesterday. i wasted my whole 3.5 hours for that workshop. seriously, dude. no point in us learning all these things. its not like its gonna go in our head what. ughhhhhhhhhh. the only good thing was seeing schoolmates. after the workshop, slacked with ama and shahliza while waiting for the cambodia people to come back. stinky lo they all. jkjk. :D wanted to go macds with the peeps but someone screwed the day eh. so went back home and slept. lucky thing i went back. today had mt and mlit remedial, till 0930. stayed back with shahliza, fathin, fidya after that for some decoration stuffs. went to civic and homed around 2.

so the sec 4s been having their social etiquette course. seems interesting. so thats only 1 good thing i'd look forward to next year. other than that, next year's sure gonna be a sloppy/boring year. with the sec 4s gone and all.



lost all defense
Monday, March 16, 2009



does crab meat come from crab's meat? - tongue twister yo. hehehe.

loads of people has been asking how the MINDS visit was. so, here it is. MINDS visit was errr, somehow retarded. i shall make those words as tiny as possible in case anyone might read this post and get offended by it. i dont mean that word literally la. but as in crazy retarded. it was a hectic day and i bet friday's gonna be crazier. so, talking about the people there. firstly, there was this guy who kept asking us to go and sleep, and then he'd show some sick hand signs. okay fine, maybe he doesnt understand what he's doing but if its too many times, it gets disturbing. secondly, some of them were too friendly and came around touching us, chasing us around. some were okay i guess except for a few of them. place was quite scary i must say. no offence, yet again. accompanied farah back to school after MINDS and then met ama and sofia. they went to ap to rebond their fringes and then met hariz. homed at about 6.30pm. i'm offlining soon causecause i wanna watch Vacancy2. yaaaay ! :D



spiralling
Sunday, March 15, 2009




" just now i went jb you know! "
bought some CDs. yessss uh , help me to occupy my time during the holidays. i'm kind of not excited for MINDS tmr. i'd be so lost and wont know what to do there. tsk. not much to write these few days. nothing interesting happening around. so i guess this post's gonna be another short one, yet again. will post a proper one another day alriiiiight. currently chatting and i'd should be offlining anytime soon. cant wait to meet those girls(*points above) this saturday! so thats about it, bye! :D



its not me its you
Saturday, March 14, 2009


i just changed my blogskin. i think it sucks but its the best i could do for now. oh and this skin does not have the dates for my posts. tsk, how am i supposed to keep track lo? hou well. sigh.

didnt go out today. watched tv, onlined, friendstered, blogged. how boring can it get ?! oh and its raining. so it helps me think. about some stuffs. tsk, good and bad. mostly bad i supposed. i changed my blogsong and i sososososo, love it!!! :DD

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
'Cuz I'm being taken over by the fear



feels like tonight
Friday, March 13, 2009

wanted to change my blogskin but there was nothing nice and i lost interest already. tsk. should be changing it anytime during the holidays, since its getting boring. talking about the holidays, its here! jyeah as in like right now. so my holidays are pretty much occupied by the school programs. here's a rough idea.

holiday events
monday & friday - MINDS cip. till 5pm. -.-
tuesday- ????
wednesday - mlit & mt remedial. till 9 plus.
thursday - robotics thing at rp. till 5pm. -.-
saturday - match with GI & swimming/gathering with khaniza(dont know how i'm gonna juggle both)
sunday - ????

uh-huh, rough idea on the ongoings during the holidays. so yesterday was meet the parents and i guess my mom was too impatient to wait for another 4 more people. tsk, she took the report book and went off. my results basically consists of Bs and Cs while i have an A2 for computer studies and an E8 for sciences(so not surprised). i have yet to watch push cause hariz cant make it and ama cant make so it's postponed or something la. i'm currently rotting at home and holidays havent even started. pffffft. if you're wondering why i'm writing in proper english today, its cause i felt like it and its been some time since i've written like this. so long suckaaaaaaaas.



knock you down
Wednesday, March 11, 2009

So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So Ill bring a better future than I had in the past


today was not good, yet again. so i've kind of been neglecting bestfs these few days. just fed-up about some stuffs la. too much drama. dont feel like getting involved. so sorry

so i had CS remedial tday. was okay. spent the first 15mins slacking, going around school. then did some stuffs. wanted to online but there were only 2 people. tsk, pathetic lo. went to cwp after school with ama. tmr's MPS and i'm kind of excited about it. weird feeling, but exciting. :DD haha. then brother got a lecture from dad. and unsurprisingly, i got dragged in as well. tsk. almost fell asleep while he was talking. i know kurang ajar, but i was so damn tired la. what to do, couldnt help it what. errrrrr, thats about it. bye.



speed of sound
Tuesday, March 10, 2009


TRUTH BE TOLD I"M LYING
today was way better than yesterday. :DD woke up with an awkward dream. racist abit la, so i wont write it here alright. only some people know about it. heh. so, walked to school with ama and rabby(made a card for her). hope she liked it :). sat with ifah through the 5 periods of sciences, so it was not as boring as i expected it to be. samuel was weirder/lamer tday. haha! hou well, that's my partner! the rest of the day was just fine. had MT remedial after school. just did some worksheets la. having computer studies remedial tmr. yaaaaay! oh and tmr would be ifah and rabiah's last day in school. have fun in cambodia you girls. :D



five minutes to midnight
Monday, March 9, 2009

today was alright. not that great, i must say. assembly there was this indian dance thingy. errrr, no comment eh. it was raining heavily after school. had Mt oral and i think it was okay la? cikgu kept smiling actually, that creeped me out a little. hha. headed to cwp after school with ama, bought bubble tea. been some time since i bought that drink. heho. reached home at around 5 and then watched some tv. tmr's gonna be a long day. screw it. i'm so not looking forward to sciences la. tsk.

to a friend,
screw all of em la. firstly, its not worth crying over. i know you;re not okay. dont give me that attitude like you're fine and everything eh. me & your other girlfs know you're not so we'll be there for you whatever happens. and secondly, those girls that stare at you. heck care about them la. they're just tryna ruin your life and make you feel so bad. if they stare at you again, tell me about it and i'll gorge their eyeballs out. heh, jk. cheerup okay. they're our friends too. no point making a fuss about it. it will only last a few days until everything dies down and they'll have something else to gossip about already. :DDD



think through
Sunday, March 8, 2009


managed to go jogging today. got to relax, think through about some stuffs. uh huh, jogging makes me relaxed. so, i woke up at 6.40am and met sofia at ap. met ama on the bus later on since she had swimming lessons with her neighbours. jogged 7 rounds with sofia and then went to the badminton court while waiting for the gym to open. at 9am, we gym-ed and fiddled with the equipments there. kekek. hahaha. oh and i never watched a bodybuilder lifting weights before. i mean LIVE la. so, it felt kind of awkward. haheho. weird. met ama at around 10plus when she finished her work out and went back home since i had to rush off for sunday class. met rabiah and homed at 2.30. i'm super worn out for the day and i just woke up from sleeping. tsk. i have mt oral tmr and i hope i can pull it off. malay karat. heard/read good reviews about eh movie PUSH! so gotta go watch it. oh well, bye. :D



all i need is you
Saturday, March 7, 2009


today went pretty okay for me. went to some kenduri at my dad's friend's house, then off to cwp. saw indra&ilaika otw there. so, we ate at macds and headed home. before that, we were looking through the new phones and i so,so want the pink W595 phone. yeah, like wth. pink?! so what? time for a change what. heh. so, meeting sofia tmr. then meeting rabs. uggggh, short post today. nth more to write. oh yes, i havent completed CS homework and i have no idea how i'm gonna finish up 4 pages of it by monday. tsk.



i was never easy to please
Friday, March 6, 2009


i wanna watch PUSH! it came out yst. anyone? :DD
i tripped while going to school today. so embarassing. luckily only some woodlands/marsiling sec students saw. today's motivational talks was more like award show. so joey got best student of th month award. CONGRATS! and best class award, like duh. definitely not 3e4 la. tsk. 3 periods of computer studies, 2 periods of mt,break and then 2 periods of maths. that was how my day went. laughed alot with samuel during maths. went for CCA with ama and hariz. farewell wishes for the sec4s. and i'd have to admit, i'd sure miss them, esp Val la. who else? :( see you around in school okay. good luck for your Os. stayed back in school for abit. looked at the other CCAs. free what, just watch uh. welllll, homed at around 6.15. went back with shahliza. had dinner and was off to cousin's crib. no plans tmr.



I missed it all, I messed you up,
Thursday, March 5, 2009

supposed to have mlit presentation today. however, my group was picked last. LUCKILY! didnt have enough time to present, so monday should be my presentation. lunch break, had some problems with those 4T girls. looked like they were not happy about us or smth la.
tsk, i have personal space issues. dont go on staring or talking about us like that again. we understand okay. we prostitutes huh? cooolshit. give yourself a round of applause girls. seriously, good job eh.

so, cant skip CCA tmr. skipped like 2 times in a row alr. wouldnt want to have low points right. CS tmr also. dont understand what i'm supposed to do. tsk. alot of people not doing the homework. i guess me too uh. all for one, one for all what kan. well, currently chatting with ama and sof. planning to go jogging with sof on sunday. yes, jogging. dont laugh.i know you guys cant help it. okay laugh. hahaheheho, me jogging? lol. well, bye!
Descending, Im spinning
Lost all defense




scream my lungs out to try to get to you
Wednesday, March 4, 2009


today was a short day. had PE. not too excited about it already. handball again?! tsk. somemore some people ha, they tease me when i'm having PE. who else, that Shafiq uh. th matrep. :/ so, had maths remedial. its th only time in school that i can slack. haheho. coolshit. after school, went back with ama and sof. played in the rain, then slacked at MPH for abit. then homed. currently doing mlit project. ughhhhhhhh! tmr's gonna be a long day. might be going to watch the match after school. well, most prolly. since i promised haizal. heho. well, bye!



chopped and screwed
Tuesday, March 3, 2009





have not been bloggind for 1,2,3 days! so, here goes.
saturday was fun! went to escape with ama and rabs and ama's brothers and sisters. haunted house was scarrrrrrrrrry. there was this person inside, "cik pun", who was like following us. damn scary la! :/ wet & wild was AWESOME! got myself wet, and me and ama and rabs did something on the ride. i know you know we know. heh. :DD too bad inverter and rainbow was closed. tsk. the go-kart had too many people everytime. so, didnt manage to ride it. went off to ehub at 7-ish and ate at PASTAMNIA! tasty. ;) reached home at around 10plus. was late by then. pffft.

stayed at home on sunday. since i was out the whole day the day before. fought with someone. had plenty of fake smiles going around on monday. so, i was friggin pissed uh. it must've been cause of the fight la, what else kan? tsk. bought fds' present and i soo hope she liked it. :D

today is " FIDYA NURANE BINTE HAMZAH's 15th BIRTHDAY! :D".
heard they were gonna bash her. not those guy bashes. just flour and stuffs.wanted to go but ama had to buy her chem book. lerrrrrrrrrrrrr. well, PE tmr. bye!




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